♪ ♫~J’s Life~♫ ~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)おはー♪

To be able to speak lots of languages..
To have lots of friends of all races, genders, cultures and age..

Able to play or sing in a band and involve in performance or jams.. Compose..write and create  my own songs..

Improve knowledge and skills on martial arts..preferably karate..

Be a top student.. and work on assignments with passion and joy.. creating works that just make the world go WOW.. and in awe..

Has lots of clothes, shoes,accessories..

Able to play basketball during midnight and play well..

To have a girlfriend and love whole her heartedly..

When I’m older

To have a bright future and have a job that will not let J’s parents down financially..

To have a family soon… and KIDS!.. hehe~ To teach.. spend quality time and have fun with my family.. my kids and wife..

To live in a pretty descent life where I’m not always busy and away for work.. because i wanna spend my time with my family.. and parents

To earn more .. have high pays.. and be famous in the design world..

Speaking of designing..
I wanna be a top designer.. but i’m insecure about the pay
To have fame and wealth .. i must be business minded.. and I must be darn kickassing excellent in my profession
I wanna earn more.. but i don’t wanna involve in the business world..
I hate businessman, financialists, lawyers, high payed doctors and engineers..
MOST but not ALL..Don’t live life with passion..  I have their attitudes.. their "profession" tend to make them forget the real values life..

BUT

There are doctors who earn minimum pay.. but does a great job taking care of their patients with love.. and also care for them financially
But Doctors with high pays.. tend to forget what the reason why they’re called "doctors" .. "healers".. They’re not god.. but they do a good job in preserving life.. But western medicines do not cure most sickness… There are some with chinese medicines and herbs that will cure what western medicines do not.. and of course the black magic stuffs.. but i don’t think i wanna talk on that.. haha..

I THINK there are practically no LAWYERS that are good in their profession will care for you financially.. If you get sued or blamed guilty for something you have nothing to do with.. If your innocent.. and your not financially capable of having a lawyer.. Now.. how will you stand against court without your own lawyer?.. I think the normal ones will not please you

There are engineers .. who get carried away with money .. They clear landscapes.. having new lands saying it’s a place for "people" to stay in.. just an excuse to earn..
Destroying mother nature.. and causing futher damage to earth.. causing global warming and exhaust the ozone layer..

Businessman.. Heck just listen to it.. BUSINESSMAN.. BUSINESSMINDED.. It’s suppose to sound like.. a wise and a smart guy that’s "good" in earning money..
But how to they earn?.. They cheat off others.. Products shops order are at 10 dollars and they sell it for 60 dollars.. Now people.. If you enter into any shops.. electronics.. clothes.. but of course not food.. ALWAYS asks and ask ask ask for bargains.. Don’t get cheated and waste money.. for useless minded people..
I hate people to do scams.. Especially those who go door to door.. Heck noone will ever bother listening to them.. Yes of course it’s a good way to have a start in the business world with new products people create but have no international recognition.. but it still sucks in my opinion.. Business peeps.. never try to cheat off the senior citizens alright?..

I just hate everything about businessmans.. and some politicians

High payed jobs misleads the person to the dark side ..

I hate these kinds of jobs.. That’s why I’m better off in a world where business and markets matter least to me.. I wanna work in a place where people PAY good money for things they "WANT" and not for things they "NEED".. For instance..
Movie making.. you dig out your own cash to gamble on your own film.. Let’s take an example.. Steven speilberg.. or.. creators of the starwars trilogy.. or Lord of the rings.. HARRY POTTER.. 
Advertisements and media.. If you work in this line.. you earn from rates.. and companies.. but not consumers..
Fashion.. Hell.. people dont spend LOTS of cash on clothes if they dont need it.. they’ll just find a cheap store with bargains and sales.. to just suit them and have whatever that’s according to their likings..
Design.. what else.. Animation.. Games.. Music..
These are things people want instead of need.. Your paid for YOUR WORKS instead of Earning off by lifting existing market prices..
To be a designer..
Originality counts.. Perfecting skills to achieve something an average human will not think of .. Think OUTSIDE the box.. Be creative.. and Invent something new..
Now now.. one of the reasons i say designers don’t cheat because a TRUE designer creates works that are TRUEly in awe.. and there are no fixed prices for design works.. It’s dependant on the skills to execute.. , the creativity, inspiration, power and feeling that’s all fitted into the work itself..

Now there are also engineers or doctors that are in the research field and tries to invent new stuffs.. Now that’s what i call design and mathemathical skills together..

dude.. if your a consumer.. You need not buy movies, novels, cds.. artpieces.. expensive materials to live right?.. but you are WILLING to spend your money on something you DONT NEED .. in fact your spending because your INTERESTED and WANTED to have a look at it or want to own it right?..

YET again.. these are all on my opinion.. If you dislike it or against it.. please just ignore my blog and never return..
Thank you very much for reading..
There are too many jobs to talk about.. that i just dislike.. But then if I wanna be rich and famous.. I’d have to involve myself in the business, market and sales.. world..
See where I’m getting?.. It’s misleading me to there.. when i’m supposed to work for passion, inspiration, feeling and fun.. and not cash..
But I need the money for my future family.. and my Parents.. to live off with..
See again?.. these are the "devils" of life.. the way of life in earth for humans..

Thank you very much for reading again..
Have a pleasant night.. and sleep well.. think hard about your future and what you really wanna do in the mere future.. if your already working .. god bless you.. hopefully you’ll find the true meaning of living off a happy life..
-J-

Do you know how it feels to have every work get rejected and deducted marks no matter how you do it?.. Hell.. GaaahHHH!RRrR!..
I’ve just spent a day for the stupid fish to tree assignment.. I dont think it’s gonna help me in my grades… But i just found out how to use a tracing paper.. I didnt know you could actually inprint the pencil marks by flipping over the paper and just stroke with an object.. Hahha…

I found out famous amos cookies are deeelicious!.. hehe.. I also found out that Azero sized boards existed.. and i now realised .. Im already in the 6th week of this term.. woaaaww…

I found out i could speak more dialects and language than an average student.. much childish-er.. and.. i found out my cellphone prepaid phone card ran out of credit with just 10 minutes of talk.. it costed around 7 something sd.. ugh.. money suckers.. I also found out I could actually draw basic objects if i put my wits into it.. I too found out i could define a colour by staring at it for more than 10 seconds..
And I discovered a way to manipulate time in accordance to your will… If you wanna know what It was about.. I’ll tell you the ways to do so..
1. Stay clear from noises.. sounds or anything that may be a disturbance to you

2. Preferably.. Get a quiet room

3. Bring a clock or a watch.. a cushion..or a chair.. and make sure your alone

4. Sit on the cushion or the chair you brought.. and put the clock or the watch close to you.. maybe your lap or on a table near you

5. Take a deep breath..

6. Clear what’s on your mind.. and try to let loose tension..

7. Now.. think about time.. why you wanna manipulate time..and how long..

8. take another deep breath and open your eyes..

-Beware!-… do not loose FOCUS!.. keep focusing ON the reason you wanna manipulate time for.. and how long..

9. Read out the duration you wanna turn back or skip forward ..

10. There are two ways .. If you wanna turn back time (A) .. and skip time (B)

Now.. here’s the interesting part..

The secret to manipulating time in accordance to your OWN WILL!…

Method (A)
Let’s say you wanna turn back time for 2 hours.. Now it’s 4.00 p.m.
Set your clock / watch to 2 p.m.
Now close your eyes..
After one second.. open your eyes..
TA duH!!.. look at the clock / watch!.. your now back in time for 2 HOURS!…

Method (B)
Let’s say you wanna skip 2 hours.. and it’s 6.00 p.m.
Set your clock / watch to alarm mode.. And set it to ring at 8.00 p.m
Now go to sleep..
When a sound goes.. KRRRIiiIIINNNNGGG~ or beep beep.. you open your eyes and HWAH LAaaH!.. it’s 8.00 p.m.!!

I’ve to try not to keep bullshiting  if I wanna keep my readers to stay around … ^^…

Okay that’s for today!.. thank you very much!
Remember.. Time is precious.. Time is life..but..
Life is not time.. and A precious treasure is not Time.. (What the hell?)
Have a pleasant night.. and …
May time… not be with you… when your asleep..
Thank you very much for reading..!!
-J-

Today I fullfilled my promise!.. although it’s around an hour late.. but I still am here!.. bwaHAH!.. ^^

I’m so tired right now.. that fish to tree thing i did for today.. yeaha.. I’m gonna redo again.. I’m not happy with the comments i got from my lecturer.. although i got a descent one for my movie poster ^^xi~..

Well.. It’s been 6 weeks since i entered my.. Uni or so to say.. COllege.. .. it’s fast.. now i’m in the midst of the term.. how odd… time really do pass by really quick..

I don’t get time outs nowadays.. if i do.. I’ll fall behind schedule.. and get screwed up on work..

Now I begin to have doubts about my future job.. being a designer is a life.. like no others.. having to explore the world visually, mentally, verbally and through sound..
There are like.. so much things to learn.. things that captures the heart and soul of the audience.. giving them .. emotions.. like sadness.. confidence.. laughter.. joy.. suspense.. and just make them get inspired by you..

I’ve always wanted to direct or produce films that could give the audience a moral boost.. and motivate them to do things that enriches their lives.. I admire producers who are able to produce a film like that..

On the other hand.. datelines is one problem.. and if I were a newbie and a fresh graduate.. I’d have no chance on doing stuffs like that.. I wanna do and express new things that noone have ever explored on.. New things that just make the audience go.. WOW!.. get inspired and fall in love with my works..

What kind of area am I gonna work in .. in the mere future.. that i still do not know.. It’s an insecure job.. But If i do well.. I earn .. If i dont.. I’m screwed.. Reputation is really important in designing.. especially freelancing.. what you create will affect your business..

However for a designer that’s employed might have a much secure position.. but pays are limited.. and down low if your in a design company.. how ever i think it’s a good place to work in the advertising and media business.. like tv shows or MTV.. or something like that.. I mean as a head start on a career.. Maybe one day i might produce films like Steven speilberg.. or Lucas.. or.. make a kickass movie production from top selling novels like THE LORD of the RINGS.. or something..

Another thing about designers are.. People tend to think designers are just low payed and could easily be found at a low price.. they do simple work.. and isn’t that hard compared to jobs like banking, engineering.. or something..
But infact.. the workloads are almost the same.. designers think of new stuffs while other jobs work with existing knowledge using logic, laws and rules.. stuff like that.. don’t mind me if your against this..  designers could work at any kinds of places .. It’d be best if one minored design and majored on another area.. then .. you’d be .. holy mama..~..

I wonder how da vinci and famous artist think.. how do they think like kids while having an unusual and yet.. excellent mathematical intelligence?.. And of course.. IQ..

Speaking of IQ.. I might wanna get an IQ book test or something.. to boost my knowledge standards.. and get some designers books as well.. I need to see what’s out there!.. What each individuals have in mind.. What each individuals feel and the way the expresses their emotion or thought..

There was this phrase .. I couldn’t remember who said it..I think it was Francis Bacon.. but it really caught my attention.. It says :
"Hope is a good breakfast, but not good for supper"

Hope you enjoyed my post!.. Take care!..
Thank you for reading!..
-J-

It’s been 2 months since National Service ended.. I miss those days I spent with my campmates, friends, instructors… and the things we did together.. having gossips.. total fun .. water bash.. competitions.. doing silly things.. stuffs like that.. we help out each other a lot.. that’s where I further developed a sense of .. "trust".. We had to do everything as a team.. if one was having problems or causing trouble.. we’re all done for.. although it was hard at first.. things made a 180 degrees turn.. around the second month.. we cleared out the issues within our company ALPHA.. we.. strived together in order to stay as the victors amongst the camps.. Then.. unexpectedly.. we achieved what we aimed for.. we’re declared the best amongst the rest.. and our leaders achieved outstanding performance.. but of course.. the others had their awards as well.. =P..

Miss."Y.Y" .. she read my blog.. I never expected her to.. but now.. aaah!… it’s embarassing.. ~ @.@ ~.. Times passes by very quickly.. now she’s studying and working at the same time.. I’m studying hard and very busy with my assignments.. now I start to loose focus.. But I’ll try to hold on.. I can’t lose.. I have to get first class honours for my dip and my degree.. I have to .. And i will try my best for it.. Now I’m sketching on the transformation of a whale with kung fu characteristics.. to an apple tree.. huhuhu~.. let my imaginations flow babeh!..

Internet here is horrible..
I’m gonna move out soon.. Soon.. I’ll have a room of my own.. I’ve heard about another martial arts.. southern shaolin or something.. It’s over at YMCA.. I’m gonna go check it out prettie soon.. Getting bored with no "action" nor "sports" in my weekly life.. Weeks pass by really quick for me.. Needless to say about days.. it passes like minutes..

It’s pretty lonely at times.. but I’ll have to bear.. Another 1 month and 2 weeks or so.. I’ll be able to go home for my term break!.. Although it’s only for 1 week.. It’s better than nothing.. Hmm… I’ll try to get something as souvenirs back home.. I wonder what to… buy.. Everything here is the same back there.. local labels?.. naww.. ah.. I’ll figure out something soon..

Y.Y. .. I wanna say.. :
"..Being able to wait for an answer is better than not having the chance to …"

Hmm.. I’ve just downloaded a few new singles and MVs by YUI.. she’s getting good.. now she’s trying to imitate one of her favourite singers.. Avril lavigne.. i think.. the current mv looks like she’s on a bad girl kinda theme.. that’s good for a change ..^^

I still have a movie poster to work on.. still waiting for my lecturer’s mail though.. mm.. I’ll do something right now..!.. maybe continue on my work.. my eyes are getting .. weird.. and i dont feel right again.. but in order to keep up.. i have to try..!.. yeahhah~.. pppohhhhffghh.. ~ okay night peeps!…
Hope you enjoyed my post.. now you know what goes on my daily life with just a few clicks!.. hah!.. =D.. I’m still on my word about posting every night.. ~ so stay tune tomorrow night!.. oh crap.. I have class tomorrow night.. I’ll try to blog IN class or maybe before class.. or maybe.. during break intervals.. ^^..

Have a safe sleep.. and please please please… try TO fall from your bed..~..
See you tomorrow!..~ or the day after ..tomorrow!~..
thanks for reading!..
-J-

Ah.. it’s an hour and a half away from mother’s day..  So what’ve you got for your mom?.. A hug?.. An " I love U "?.. or a super expensive present?!.. ah.. how nice of you ..

Today.. My msn kept disconnecting again.. nothing really interesting happened today..
I woke up.. did some house chores and then sang and fooled around doing nothing the whole day.. ah .. wait.. I did 1 and a half assignments .. heh..

Now.. I’m supposed to magically transform A Fish to a Tree.. wha?.. A FISH.. to.. A TREE!?.. now I’m gonna go wild on this one.. I have to come up with a minimum of 8 frames.. Maybe I’ll add up a few cute characteristics into the fish.. like a karate fish .. or a fish that breakdances.. Iono..
Then I’ve to finish a movie poster.. it sounds fun.. but I lack time.. should I make a love story kind of poster?.. and yea.. i’ve to add in pictures that i take personally.. mm.. or maybe something with my karate photos.. i dont have much though..
I’m waiting for someone hoping she’d come online.. but now.. I begin to disconnect..
Someone’s not happy with the way I LIVE AROUND HERE!… i don’t really know where the connection comes from.. but since it’s free.. i’ll have to stick with it for now..

I’m gonna recommend you to a nice blog.. It’s one of my friends.. he’s jon.. he had 4  or perhaps more …close encounters with gays in his life.. he somehow attract gays .. I don’t know how.. but it’s definitely not in his genes.. or maybe it is?.. ;P.. Click here to proceed to Jon’s blog .. Read up "memoirs of a gaysha".. and his current one.. the gays are back.. or something.. Bless him.. amen..

hmm…I’m gonna do work while waiting for her.. thank you for reading J’s blog.. ;P.. have a nice day.. and remember to wish your mummies .. ^^.. take care and good night..

Ah.. hehe.. hi again!.. I’m not sure if anyone reads my blog or not.. i know a few who does flip through once in a while.. but still .. to everyone who reads my blog.. thank you very very very.. much… because i’ll have friends who knows what i feel and maybe .. but maybe.. you’ll learn one or two mistakes not to repeat like I did.. hehe..
I think.. people around the world should blog.. everyone has different views and opinions.. it would be a waste not to share..  BUT if you share too much information.. I personally don’t think it’s a good idea.. hehe..

From today onwards.. I’ll try my very best to blog at least a few times a week.. There’s nothing much that’s interesting in my life right now.. just my endless work.. people i cherish and love are scattered around the world.. though i have new classmates now ^^.. they’re very nice.. I’m the youngest.. but when i’m around them i don’t feel the age , gender nor race gap.. ;P..

Problems could be just excuses and just rubbish… it depends on how those who hears it thinks.. some think it’s nag.. some might think it’s your weakness and you suck.. some might give suggestions.. some will comfort you.. and some will make you happy again.. =].. try your best to have caring friends ;P..

Today.. I’ve assignments of 5 .. one week per assignment.. so it’s 5 week’s assignments.. to hand in BY!?.. this monday.. i have 2 days left.. AGH!..
and i’m having heavy headaches.. i’ll try harder again tomorrow..

the download speed here is horrible.. i dc more than 5 times per hour.. and sometmes my connection just .. dies.. !.. it hurts when that happens while your chatting with someone really important in your life.. !! yea seriously!!..

Hmm.. mother’s day coming really soon.. what did you get for your mother?.. anything LOVELY?.. a cake with candles and a card will be enough.. as long as you say .. "happy mother’s day mom.. I love you".. ^^.. I guess all mothers who went through pregnancy would always hope to hear that every mother’s day.. they went through 9 stages of hell each month.. and the 9th.. ugh.. imagine your pooping 2 bowling balls.. aaahh.. maybe just one.. two is too much

WHAT?!.. bowling balLLS?! How It’d GET IN!?.. .. it was first.. bowled by our father.. then through the alley to the holy land and all the way .. he scores a STRIKE!..it enters the holy land.. the ball then is transferred for 9 months to the part where bowlers or doctors get our mother’s bowling balls…. and those bowling balls.. are us.. WE WE!..

Thank you for reading !!.. Take care!.. and have a safe journey to slumberland..
there you could think about the story of bowling balls and mother’s day.. Or you could just freeze time!.. HOH!? how?!.. you enter a world of… then…. after that. . .we..

Good night.. . . . .

我昨晚又再梦到她了……她在我面前很paiseh..然后一次给她朋友拉去我那边……我呢……又给别人拉去她吃饭的位……她跑……哈哈……很张就对了啦……华文不够好……不会解释
^^ ok lar.. 快要上班了..!! bai bai

あなたに本当に会いたいな。。夢だけもうじゅうぶんだ。。

。。きみだけに会いたい。。

我每天都在想着她。。怎么办！。。哈哈。。嗯。。她快就要有电脑了……好紧张uu!

最近很每空……功课做不完的！3个又3个！……好累噢……

Lately I’ve been busy.. always thinking .. and thinking about stuffs.. "daydreaming".. ^^.. 3 assignments per week.. is not an easy stuff to deal with.. and still.. it’s just the beggining.. ~..

Hopefully i’ll be able to get through this with flying colours!.. My goal?.. asia’s top .. hopefully… hehe..

Everyday.. everynight.. when i just stop.. breathing.. stop walking.. stop doing things.. i start to think.. when i start to think.. i think of her.. .. mm.. Some adviced me not to go on with it.. and just give up.. some supported me.. ..
Let’s just say I’m hard headed.. hehe.. only in this situation..~! .. or not.. haha..
Life over at singapore is just fine..
Very clean and convenient.. only thing i was dissapointed was on.. our school’s facilities.. it totally sucks.. and we’re paying good money for fees.. how could they!?!.. ugh..

okay time to sleep.. if not someone might just smack my butt if i sleep late.. :P.. night everyone.. thank you