Disaster
Friday, May 5th, 2006Today disaster struck..
I found out that 2 of my friends and my uncle got involved in different accidents.. all of it regarding motorbikes..
My sister was and is mentally ill and often physically ill.. because of various and a lot of pressure from her life..
Another friend that i just knew for 2 days is down due to her own problems in life..
I shortened their name :
Iv. Ke. Mr.Kh.
Yu.nee
Yi.T
Iv.
Iv got involved in an accident which took place today ..
He had injuries to his elbow and the guy who he was giving a lift had an injury to his leg
He was driving in between 2 motorcyclist who knew each other..
the guy on his left turned left and the guy on his right turned to the left … iv. had no time to brake.. and resulted in a crash ..
Iv. asked "why didn’t you signal before you turned?"
he replied "because the light’s not working (shows the broken light and gave this as an excuse because it might’ve broke during this incident" )
Iv. said "then why didn’t you signalled with your hand?, What license are you having now and not knowing how to use hand signals?"
he kept quiet.. picked up his bike said "okay nevermind" .. and just drove off
Iv. didn’t took his license plate number.. and can’t claim any insurance now..
Ke.
I’ll summariZe it up for you..
It was a T junction.. he was driving his bike..
he looked at his side mirror and saw 4 headlights which meant there was 2 cars behind him..
he crossed a bumper.. and felt a terrible feeling..
he said " A voice told me that if i turn right.. something bad will happen "
there was no time to withdraw because he already turned right at that moment..
the area at the cornering part was pitch black and dark.. he felt as if the back of his bike floated..
and then poof the next thing he knew he slided off his bike.. his bike
screeched along the road.. spark emerged from the bike .. now his
bike’s in ruin..
Mr.Kh
All I know is that he ended up in the hospital with serious injuries to his face and body when he got involved in an accident..
Yu.Nee
My sister is having a lot of troubles, problems and worries ..
She said "I can’t go on anymore" and she was referring to her life..
as soon as i saw those words.. I thought.. if i could’ve meet her i would’ve make her realise what life really means..
maybe it’s because her life’s filled with much darkness and pressure..
If only she’d realise the true meaning of life..
she told me that as we grow older.. we would realise that life isn’t easy..
We’ll that’s true because we tend to hold more responsibilities and can’t be dependant anymore..
I should becarefull of my words when talking to someone who is down..that’s what I’ve learned from her..
Yes it’s true that, it’s hard for me to cheer someone up and fly them out of sorrow and torment..
But there is one thing that i realised.. through 2 years of thinking..
When I’m down .. why do I need help from others?.. why should i even make others feel bad because of me? Why can’t I solve my problems alone? am I that weak? why should i trouble others?.. If i could solve my problems that i encounter everyday.. it would make me cherish my life even more.. because whenever i overcome my problems which i face.. i realise that life is filled with joy.. hope and happiness.. but i couldn’t overcome my problems alone.. everyone needs support..
My only potion for this "down syndrome" is .. but of course Music Magic..
Music that reminds me what life means..
Speaking of life.. Mr.C.C.K. made me realise what life is.. and what my goals are besides academic and personal goals.. Charity, Understanding, Staying Happy, Making others feel as you do, Sharing, And giving a helping hand to others..
Although he didn’t really gave me any lectures on these.. but guided me a little bit by lifting my soul up and my soul crawled.. walk and ran through the heaven’s gate and back to earth.. bringing the new objective my life is to be
Yi.T
I can’t say much on this because she didn’t open up to me yet because her parents were around her when she was talking on the mic with me..
Life is indeed filled with sorrow, betrayal, evil, selfishness, greed
but plant a little seed into the ground called "hope" and see it grow higher and above the rest..
cleansing the world with it’s light.. and repelling dark deeds
