5s3 Memories

April 28th, 2008 by jason89

I’ve found a little post I’ve wrote on a note back in 06′  I wanted to post this, but I didn’t.

—written on 04′—

The Year 2004.. Probably second last year as a high school student..
I still had that low and lousy feeling for school.. studies and all.. a normal kid in the world would..

–written on 05′ after farewell party–

The Year 2005, I entered 5sc3, sat on the corner at the beginning with noone to fill it up. A new student came in to fill the spot. I was a bit awkward towards the class and am not really close to everyone.

Lived a normal student life till election for class monitor came. I was nominated and voted as class monitor. At that moment my life changed.

My feeling towards school, classes, life as a student and studies came to a sudden turn. I always had plans on my mind. Some was a success.. Some wasn’t..

I now know why and what was on my mind.
Which is to let this last year as a high school student and to make my classmates feel the same way about it. To cherish every moment before we leave our life as a student and graduate high school.

Although I sat at the corner with less people grouping around there. It doesn’t bother me. As long as Mr.Chung (Father of our class) and my message is clear to everyone. We’ll be happy..

My life in 5sc3 is great.. My classmates.. are great guys whom I totally trust..
Mr. Chung.. who always wanted to express his love towards our class..
Although to some his class might be boring but he tried to express his feelings and did a great job on handling responsibilities as our ‘father’… he gave us home made food once in a while and talks to most students and try to get to know them..

As a class monitor I had to know what everyone’s mind and personalities are..
Although some might act different in school than they are outside or at home.. but we’re still like a family..we’ll sorta..

We had fun throughout the year..

Running away from hair cuts, ‘Patrol-ing’ around school, Gangbang classmates, Tear off some uniform (haha?), Had morning breakfasts while our schoolmates were having assembly, Backstabbing teachers all the time, Travelled to some places, Aiming at girls, Laughed-Giggled on our conversations, Studied and Concentrated during class hours…(some fell asleep on classes)..

Despite all crazy and ‘immature’ acts.. These are memories from our class as a family and to some.. might be their last year as a high school student..
Although they did all these.. ‘fun’ deeds.. they’re still serious about studies and are aware what they will be of in the future..

We’re the only class in our school history that made a heart shaped formation in our school magazine.. we took 3 pages .. 2 for individual photos and 1 for our heart.. (It looks great)

We went to some talks on careers and exams in-school,girl’s schools,out of state,out of school and such.. the fun was before and after talks.. on buses, meals, group ups and taking personal pictures (Peace~)..

Graduating from high school means We will never feel, laughed, meet every weekdays and did what we did when we were high school teenagers..

So before our last holiday … that is before our exam streak hits on us.. I decided to have a Farewell Party for our class..

We had a BBQ beach party.. on the 18th of August 2006 around two and three quarter months away from our *"EXAM"*

We reached and grouped up on the afternoon.. Swam, Danced, Volleyball, Football .. when the ball went into the water.. someone would have to pick it up.. and then~.. *Doink* he gets soaked in the water..

In the evening we prepared for BBQ!.. some dug holes and started fire for BBQ and some arranged food for preparation.. some were still in their "thongs" dipping themselves in the cool water.. Ate some "very-very-very" fried and toasted chicken , meat balls and hat dags~.. haha..

We ate laughed, screamed around, took pictures, some got drunk, played pranks and totally had fun.. The sky was so clear and pretty.. filled with stars .. with sounds of the sea waves hitting the shores..

The day ended around midnight and everyone was safe and sound.. in their beds tired and smiling..

These are the list of my class mates (full name not exposed) :
Name - "What i can remember most about them"

Aaron "*** SAXKS!"
Adrian "I’ll keep quiet and be innocent."
Ben "Humanga Danga Vampire King."
Chai "GodPapa"
Kwong Meng "Keep laughing"
Edward "Bola"
Hei "Ah Hei~hei~HEI"
Tai "Ah Tai Tai"
Ivan "Punky Vampire Prince"
Jared "I drive A CAR!"
Jay , Jason "Me" haha
Jeeva "RGV~GOyang goyang~prit priak~"
Joseph "siao ahh siao ah~"
Joven "Boobies MILF~"
Sam "Huk Hak OSU! Fight O!"
Kevin "Limpe kong.. kong kong.."
Gim Liang "Ngek ngek ngek.. LEH MA LEH!"
Mekanath "Always imitating everyone hahahaha joker"
Ridzuan & Farhan "Rid : Kau mau pe?!~ psst farhan abik tangan ku…. *rushes towards you* .. Far : eeh relak relak"
Jeff "Cha ching $$"
Sir Tat "ZzZzZz"
Nicholas "Like Kwong Meng .. KEEP LAUGHING!"
Wei Min (OWM) & Kevin "*argues over something* Kev : Le Ma tiam tiam hor? Bo wa kong liao hor? Su liao hor? WM : Limpe ka THI KONG kong ua la!"
Tze Chang "Prefect Crazy Kid"
Shashi "Sorry man, no $$"
Tamen "See my nipples"
Hock Kheng "HK : …….., Jay : What? I can’t hear you, HK : ……. (too soft).. Jay : again?.. HK : nvm.."
Poh Aun "A poh~.. *walks to HK and slaps him*"
Varin "Prefect Crazy Kid #2?"
Victor "Sugar…sugar.."
Jian Hann "Apple Mac kid."

As you’re reading at the moment.. most of us are trying hard and studying at home.. outside or in groups.. I wish our class all the best… and I love our class ^^

—End—

( PS : I was voted monitor only because 85% of the class already had other posts and they are not allowed to have two. Ha Ha) Might be luck shining upon me =]

To ya’ll 5sc 06′ peeps! I love yah!

10.03.08

March 9th, 2008 by jason89

我喜欢上了一个很可爱又好的一个女生。

她很会为我想,她很疼我又很关心我,

她不舍得没了我在她身边,但是又不够勇气来爱我。

 

你知道今晚是什么日子吗?已经一年了。

我觉得no
matter how far I reach my hands, I can’t reach you

我觉得好像一年不够,两年不够,一百年也会不够。


这一年来,我们的关系一直变来变去。

现在又像情人,又好像不是。

I miss you.

Redwan Ali

Would You Be There

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that’s ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way …

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ….. for me …

。。

February 27th, 2008 by jason89

..很想你..

January 11th, 2008 by jason89

Heya everyone..

J’s here .. and doing good.
One week of class just passed. 早い~?

今まで日本語はあまり使えるだよね。
最近はちょっとつまらないな。今“猫ラーメン”と言う(フラシュウ)に見た。なんか日本漫画っぽいな。ブリチーザムビーもみたよ!いい映画だよ!
同じレベルーのアニメ作って事、出来るかな~

ま~ま~もう寝る時間だよ。ハハ~
じゃおやすみね。
Jアウトー。

Xmas..

December 20th, 2007 by jason89

不知道这一年的xmas会比较特别嘛..

真的很想跟她一起过,但..
aiyah… 我第18的生日已经这样过了,我还以为第18个christmas会比较特别..
可是看来,没什特别会发生..

我在这个christmas,最想要一起过的是她,虽然有很多朋友可以跟我过,但他们有自己的情人来一起过了啊。 不需要我做电灯泡 哈哈

老实说christmas是我最喜欢的一天,对我来说比我生日还重要..
看看有一天如果有机会的话,有可能会过的一个很好的xmas..

好啦,不说多了.. =]

merry christmas everyone..
-J-

What the hell is wrong with me

December 5th, 2007 by jason89

Yeah, I’ve no idea either.

I can’t even explain to myself what is going on. Lately I haven’t been talking a lot. I’ve lost energy to talk, to joke or to play. I guess i need a break and a proper living routine. But then i’d have to get my own place to stay. A space for myself. But that’s gonna cost.

Since i’m having problems financially i think i should try and go on.
I don’t feel anything nowadays. Just.. nothing..
I smile eventually, but i still feel empty.

Is it cockiness that’s going through my veins? Not caring about anything else and thinking it’s just a waste of time?
Is it my old ‘J-period’?.. No I know it’s not.. cause it doesn’t feel like it.. this is different..
Is it cause i’m bored and sick of everything ? No definitely not
Is it because of lovesick ?.. homesick?..
Improper lifestyle? Lack of sports ?.. not practising ki?..

I don’t need to explain it to myself.. And i can’t explain it to my friends
But one thing i know for sure…
I’ll wake up one day and start afresh..
That might be christmas, or my next term..

I feel sorry for being such a jerk in front of my friends. It’s not that i wanna be unfriendly. I know I look sick or bored most of the time this term..
Sometimes it’s just me daydreaming or thinking about something.. It’s nothing serious..
But frankly speaking, I don’t know what is wrong with me nowadays..
To my friends, Give me some time, I’ll make it up..

What happened to the J who was inspired by anything and wanted make his life filled with excitement every moment?.. That positived thinking silly J..

Or maybe there is no reason for him to go missing?.. just him being an asshole..

I can’t really describe these feelings through words nor text properly..

somehow most of the time .. I feel like i need ‘her’..
I guess the "one hug" i hoped for, turned out to be addictive..

Peace out
-J-

Humans

October 19th, 2007 by jason89

话语:人生很怪

日本語:人間って可笑しいな

English: Humans are the most unique species on earth.

Malay: Manusia lah yang selalu menghancurkan dunia kita, dan juga penyelamat kita.

爱情

October 16th, 2007 by jason89

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他很想爱她..但她不可以

喜欢一个人就是想永远给她幸福..但..
喜欢一个不能拥有的人是不是应该祝福她永远开心呢?..

但如果继续追,那个被追得会觉得很烦吗?..
但如果两个人有感..应该不会吧..只是别太过分..

如果真的想要跟一个人在一起会太自私吗?..
如果怕后悔..也是自私吗?

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有些人就觉得爱情是一个游戏.. (The Game of Love)
追一个人很好玩,追到了很开心,久了就闷 (Worn Out)
有些不是故意要玩的..是因为他们不了解自己的感觉.. 以为是爱情..但其实不是..
有些是自己觉得长久的爱情是impossible的..所以就觉得短期比较好.. (Short term relationships)

那些被玩过,和玩过的..董得那个感觉..
有些人说他很讨厌人玩这种游戏..但他没发现到原来..他自己也在玩着这个游戏..只是自己不知道而已

有些男人会说~我对你是真心的~但给你自己一点时间来考虑..
如果你们是认识很久了的话..那..是靠你了哦..
这不是要选新郎还是新娘!所以放心..选错还有的回头..

给那些在谈三角恋的呢..
在中间的要选一个是非常难得..但..选择是你的..
第三者的呢..想好好来..别冲动..选择不是你的..
另外一个呢..好好照顾他(中间人)..所以他不飞你..

有一种的爱情英文是叫"empty love"..
意思是两个人已经走很久了但已经没感了..但他们在一起因为要负责任..
或者没开口因为怕伤到另外一个人..

有些人觉得爱情是应该像戏里面的..就从那边学..( role play from dramas )
但有些人不喜欢浪漫的感觉..很尴尬..
有些要浪漫但不知道怎样..

有些人是觉得当单身比较开心..没责任..没压力 (Freedom)
虽然有些是很美又很帅..但找不到.. (Finding the right one)
有些是喜欢玩..很喜欢别人追不到他的感觉..(Playing hard to catch)

但老实说...有些人呢..如果真真的很爱你的话呢..
有什么困难都会跟你在一起,陪着你要你永远不寂寞..永远给你幸福
他会为了你做很多事情..但不想你回报..只需要你的爱..
他们吃苦为了他们爱的人..他们根本都不介意..
但我觉得如果你有这种人爱你的话,别放开..因为我觉得是很难找到的哦..
爱清..对他们来说不是游戏..
但如果你有这种请人呢..千万回报他的爱..!
这些人是对爱情是认真的
很多女生就不相信这种男生会存在这个世界..
但有啊!但很难找咯..
但别忘记..那些男生被女生骗过的..他们也觉得这种女生是不会存在这个世界的哦..

要谈恋爱,我们也不可以忘了...钱..!
钱是魔鬼..!!!
别让钱影响到你的爱情..!
但给那些对他们来说,名和钱是很重要的人..我只有两句话..

:~:"..Fuck You..":~:

那..读了我这个blog...你觉得你是哪一种人呢?..

Hectic week

August 7th, 2007 by jason89

Ah.. for this whole week I’ve been freaking busy and lacking sleep again…
Hopefully I won’t get another acne break.. hahahha..

Yesterday I was having a shoot at a trilogy movie.. i was one of the main actors..
or should you call them "talents"..
Was a movie produced by a group of students for the movie making class..
I’m supposed to be with 2 other students.. in the school.. and something weird happens.. then it gets obvious.. then in the end.. we got hacked by an axe..!..
Would you like to see J get all sissy and frightened running and screaming around like a wussy?.. Nows your chance!..

Well.. I’ve another few more assignments that was rejected by my lecturers due to some minor mistakes.. to do.. =].. Gonna finish it by four~
Tomorrow’s Wednesday.. Thursday’s Singapore’s National Day..
Tomorrow I’ll be having a shopping spree after 10pm with my friends!.. hehhe
It should be fun.. … and i need to look at new clothes.. my clothes are worn-out..
and i broke my specs.. now I’m doomed with BLINDNESS!! nNOOOOoooOO!!..
My hair’s like a bush!!.. Should get a haircut soon.. hahaha

It’s a long time since I blogged.. Hope you enjoyed reading this post.. although it’s short.. hehehe…
Well! Thank you for reading!..
I’ll keep trying my best to update!.. to let YOU know what J’s been through in Singapore ;)

Chao~
-J-

Stupid phrases that makes sense

June 20th, 2007 by jason89

Grieve not about your past, mistakes and troubles but instead find a way to solve it, your just making yourself miserable and it’s a bad thing, not a good one.

Why buy other products when you can design your own?

Breakfast.. loose it and you loose 0.001% of your life span..

"I love you", don’t say it when you don’t mean it, It’ll only hurt and kill

What was the last thing that you made your loved ones excited and happy about?

J wants to get married at 25! have 2 girl twins and an elder son!

J wants to have a job with a 6 digit pay per month!.. and as a world famous designer!.. =]..

Life is indeed special.. ;D